BuCkEtO_Vi3t_LuV's Xanga

Friday, April 30, 2004

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 01:20:43 GMT

NEW XANGA. this xanga shall be of little use. so visit www.xanga.com/mzxjacquelyn and subscribe. it is still under construction so disregard the emptiness/script errors/lack of content/etc.

Sunday, April 25, 2004

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 05:15:18 GMT

props to .B.R.I.A.N.T.

..RANDOM QUESTiONS..
[x] Spell your name backwards: NYLEUQCAJ
[x] How did you get your xanga name?: viet pride
[x] Are you homosexual?: no...but you never know

..DESCRIBE..
[x] Wallet: esprit; yellow with black trimming
[x] Hairbrush: conair; blue
[x] Toothbrush: white and pink handle with blue bristles
[x] Jewelry worn daily: three silver rings, jade bracelet, a silver necklace, and earring
[x] Pillow cover: white
[x] Coffee cup: dont drink coffee...im hyper as it is =]
[x] Sunglasses: i don't have any
[x] Underwear: ummm...many? prefably low-rise
[x] Favorite shirt: errr...the newest one i have
[x] Cologne/Perfume: lilu
[x] CD in stereo right now: mix
[x] Tattoos: tatooless
[x] Piercings: 2, one on each ear
[x] What you are wearing now?: my white-with-pink-and-yellow-flowers jammiieees
[x] In my mouth: tongue
[x] In my head: the lyrivs to 'yeah' cause its currently playing on my media player
[x] After this: nappiieee time
[x] Fetishes: hair
[x] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason?: no one. spilled blood is not good for your self-conscience
[x] Person you wish you could see right now: just someone
[x] Some of your favorite movies: save the last dance, lotr, harry potter =], ever after
[x] Something that you are deadly afraid of: spiders and nightmares
[x] Do you like candles?: very much
[x] Do you like incense?: yes
[x] Do you like the taste of blood?: no...too sour >:D
[x] Do you believe in love?: yes
[x] Do you believe in soul mates?: no
[x] Do you believe in love at first sight?: yes
[x] Do you believe in Heaven?: HELL YES...ahh....the irony of it all
[x] Do you believe in God?: ive never doubted Him
[x] What do you want done with your body when you die?: cremated
[x] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?: unicorn or pheonix
[x] What is the latest you've ever stayed up? 6.30 am
[x] Can you eat with chopsticks?: im pure asian homie
[x] What's your favorite coin?: the ones that are worth a lot
[x] What are some of your favorite candies?: taffy, caramel apple pops, snickers, fruit snacks, etc.
[x] What's something that you wish people would understand?: who i am
[x] What's something you wish you could understand better?: myself
[x] Who is someone that you really wish was still around?: my best friend
[x] First grade teacher's name: mrs. rivera
[x] Last word you said: OMGSH
[x] Last song you sang: God Must Have Spent - Nsync
[x] Last person you hugged: i don't remember
[x] Last thing you laughed at: when laura and i said somehting at the exact same time
[x] Last time you said 'I love you': today
[x] What's in your CD player?: my mix cd of soft music
[x] What color socks are you wearing?: im not wearing any socks right now
[x] What's under your bed?: the floor
[x] What time did you wake up today?: 8.30 am
[x] Current taste: pho [jsut had it for dinner]
[x] Current hair: long, black, and sleek
[x] Current clothes: jammiieees
[x] Current annoyance: im not annoyed at anything...just depressed
[x] Current longing: comfort
[x] Current desktop picture: acura rsx
[x] Current worry: tomorrow
[x] Current hate: life
[x] Story behind your domain name: someone told me
[x] Current favorite article of clothing: pants
[x] Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: face?
[x] Last CD that you bought: i don't buy cds
[x] Least favorite place: everywhere
[x] Time you wake up in the morning: 5.40 am
[x] If you could play an instrument, what would it be?: piano
[x] Favorite color: red
[x] Do you believe in an afterlife?: heaven?
[x] How tall are you?:5'1''
[x] Current favorite word/saying: i dont give a damn
[x] Favorite book: three fates
[x] Favorite season: spring
[x] One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: TINA QUAN
[x] Favorite day: friday
[x] Where do you want to go?: shopping
[x] What is your career going to be?: pediatrician
[x] How many kids do you want?: minimum 2
[x] What kind of car will you have?: convertible
[x] Type a line you remember from any book: just breathe.
[x] Identify some things surrounding your computer: phone, dvd, cd, pen, keyboard, mouse, cup, me, chair, tv
[x] What's up?: currently the moon
[x] Current Music: wanna be close

Thursday, April 22, 2004

Thu, 22 Apr 2004 03:39:29 GMT

New song I learned today during 4th period P.E. from Imani and Julia.. Don't mind the...language...used. It's Rated M.

Sucking on my titties
Like you wanting me
Calling me
All the time
Like blondie
Check out my chrissy behind
It's so fine
All of the time
It's like having sex on the beaches
What else are in the teaches of Peaches?
Huh?
What?

=]...hahahaha....I typed that myself so disregard the typing errors, if any, and if some of the words are wrong. That song was in 'Lost In Translation.' I've never seen it though. So yes, I am banned from the computer. I can only use it when no one is home...which is VERY rare. Let's just keep on wishing shall we? Okay...I hear keys jingling. ADIOS. c[X.

Thursday, April 15, 2004

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 04:44:08 GMT

O.M.F.G.
All you Viets out there, read this fudgekin bullshiet and get this mother fudgekin racist off Xanga! Let's unite and jump this jackash!

His xanga: http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=nuggyboy99
What he wrote:

Vietnamese: why they suck.

As you know, I’m a cop and the other day I had a call from Jack in the Box and Taco Bell saying that there were an asian guy stealing ketchup, hot sauce, napkins, and straws. I got to the crime scene and my witnesses said it was the infamous ketchup and hot sauce bandit, Chris V. from c_h_r_i_s_t_o_p_h_e_r. I wasn’t surprised, he has struck before but not at this magnitude. And my Viet hating begins………

I have proven why they’re cheap but here is something else that is also true; they’re the people that gets food stamps and welfare while driving an BMW or Lexus and living in a big house. They think they’re all millionaires because they do nails and getting paid cash so that they don’t have to pay taxes, yet at the same time, let their kids eat free lunch at school. The next time I will go into a nail salon to get a pedicure so I can kick one of them in the face while they’re doing my feet.

But lets just not talk about them in general, lets talk about the parents. These are the people that have big houses with huge backyards so that they can turn it into a garden and grow shit like cucumbers, okra, chives, peppers etc….and sell them off to the local Vietnamese market for a $0.05 profit. After they pick their crops to cook, they cook it outside instead of inside the kitchen cause their food stinks like shit. Why don’t you people just stick with eating rice and soy sauce and sometimes add eggs to it when u can afford it, like you did back in Vietnam before 1975. Not only are they cheap, they want everything to be the best for them, like how their sons and/or daughters should be lawyers and doctors when they grow up. Reality check fuckers!! Even if they’re lawyers and doctors they aint gonna support you anyways cuz you’re just ugly, old, cheap ass vietcongs anyways.

The parents are bad but the damn kids are probably worse. These little Vietnamese boys drives a little souped up Civics and think they’re racers. Look kid, if your car can’t beat my Crown Victoria squad car then it’s not a race car ok? Most of them think they’re Korean gangsters, they’re Korean washed who speaks fobbish language and wear Jnco Jeans like it was 1995. Cool huh….DUDE? Now to the girls……I must admit, them viet girls are fine as hell, I’ve fucked them instead of giving them a speeding ticket before. I mean, they’re all slutty hoes, especially girls that are named Phuong or Amy. And if im not mistaken they’re the only race that has the last name Ho, hhhhmmm….wonder why.

It’s viet people that are making the Asian American population look bad. The next time that I see a Vietnamese person wearing a pointy bamboo hat and holding an AK47 stealing my newspaper from my front drive way, I’ll shoot him with my M16 and make it the Vietnam War II. You bastards don’t belong in this country, go home!

Sunday, April 11, 2004

Sun, 11 Apr 2004 20:28:52 GMT

BECKY'S BIRTHDAY PARTY~!!!

Yesterday was Becky's birthday party. It was really fun. I got her a pink Hello Kitty tote bag. Teresa and I drove all the way down to West Co and arrived at around 2. Upon arriving, we changed into our bathing suits and jumped into the pool. Since I did not have a bathing suit of my own, I jacked my brother's board shorts and pulled on a regular tee [not white]. So, I had problems swimming at first. Maybe because I didn't know how to swim. Drowned a couple of times. So we swam for like, 3 hours. Must've lost like 5 pounds in the pool. But then, we gained another 5 pounds eating 50 egg rolls and free loaded MUCHO. What did you expect? Me, a house full of food, and no one around to see - not a good combinationation. I got one of everything. They had cow, goat, pig, fish, noodles - the asian necessities.

When it came time to blow out the candles and cut the cake, it was a real disaster. Becky was blowing out the candles and then Ricky shoved her face into the cake. She then instantly jumped out of her chair and chased him around the house. When they came out of the house, she finally caught up with him and tried to push him into the pool. With no luck, Becky just started mad-dogging him like crazy. Ricky then shoved her back and began giving her attitude. She was ready to swing at him but her friends held her back. Afraid, Ricky jumped into the pool to escape his sister's fury. But being the jackass that he is, he hurt his knee when he jumped in, therefore showing, what goes around comes around. That's what he gets...

I got home from the party at around 9pm and got ready to go to church at 10. During that hour, I was watching a documentary on Bruce Lee's life entitled "Dragon" on channel 5. During the movie, I cut my hair because I was bored. I cut off like 3 inches. ::snff:: It took a lot of guts to do that. Guess I should never be left alone with scissors.

When Iarrived at church, I found Jessica there! Happy as I was to see her, what I discovered 5 minutes later was a major disappointment. She liked so guy Diego for a couple of months now. She never really got to telling me how old he was but I always assumed that he was either in the 8th or the 9th. But to my surprise, he was in the 11th. Ai ya! WHat does she find in older men? they aren't all that great. Besides...3 years older at her age? That's D.I..S.G.U.S.T.I.N.G.!

So church lasted until 12.30. Two and a half hours of non-stop biblical, uncomprehendable,Vietnamese talking. THE PAIN!!! The only good part were the candles. Everyone got a candle to light when they turned off the lights. They remain the only instrument of survival for me during mass. I was scraping the wax off, writing invisible letters on the chairs, vandalizing my own skirt withwax, twirling the candles around on my fingers and accidently flinging across the seat, etc. Yes...Jacquelyn...not a little demon ...just a corrupt little angel [my line...don't nobody jack now unless they want to make referrence to me]. Phuong kept on messing with little Jason's head. Then he was mad-dogging her the rest of mass. Ahh...the laughter... Then the priest messed up like 5 times. AHAHAHA...I know I shouldn't be laughing at his mistakes....that's wrong. I'm simply laughing at....something else.

Other hilarious moments occurred but I simply don't have the time. I have to go to church soon for today is Easter - the resurrection of my Lord, Jesus Christ. Power to the people! [< Sudden outburst. No reason in it whatsoever.] Good bye for now my beloved friends. I can't go online for a while due to the schoolwork, the family, and my own emotional problems. So I hope I have left you with enough to read about for a while. 'Don't cry for me...I'm already dead.' hahaha....That's a line from 'The Simpsons' when they were holding a movie making contest and Barney won. So yeah. Gotta bounce homies.

Saturday, April 10, 2004

Sat, 10 Apr 2004 01:48:50 GMT

D.R.E.W. Why can't you stay true?
Man, Drew. You're the best. Why can't *you know who* appreciate you for who you are.

FOR LAURA: I took out the loopiiees! c[X

100 things about me: some true some not
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold are false.

01. When I was younger, I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love broccoli
04. I love sleeping
05. I have loads of books
06. I once slept in a toilet
07. I love playing video games
08. I adore marijuana
09. I watch porn movies
10. I watch "One Tree Hill"
11. I like sharks
12. I love spiders, I think they're adorable, especially the ones with bright colors on their backs
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair
14. I like George W. Bush
15. People are cool
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a Toyota and a pool
18. I have a lot to learn
19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself
20. I'm really, really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret
23. I hate rain
24. I drink health juice
25. Punk rock rules
26. I hate Bill Gates
27. I love Vietnamese food
28. I would hate to be famous
29. I am not a morning person
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have short hair
32. I have potential
33. I'm pure Afghan
34. My legs are two different sizes I refuse to believe my legs are identical...
35. I have a twin
36. I wear those long ass socks
37. I can roll my tongue.
38. I like the way that I look (some days)
39. I'm obsessed with italian food
40. I know how to french braid
41. I can be pessimistic or optomistic whenever I want
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I skateboard/snowboard (barely)
44. I think that skateboarders are HOT
45. I'm in a band
46. I have talent (hurr.. maybe.. just a hunch)
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently single
50. I can't swim
51. my favorite color is either blue, red, or white
52. I practically live in sweatshirts
53. I love to shop
54. I would classify myself as either punk or goth
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm a prep, shop at abercrombie/american eagle, and ADMIT IT.
57. I'm obsessed with my xanga.
58. I don't hate anyone (more or less true..)
59. I know how to square dance
60. I have a unibrow
61. I'm completely embarassed to be seen with my mom
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God.
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
65. I know how to play the tuba
66. I need coffee to live.
67. I have had a boyfriend before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently like someone and they have no idea that I like them
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have kids when I get older
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Hilary Duff fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything [not that i kno of]
77. I love broadway plays, and have been to at least 3
78. I have no idea who the 38th president was.
79. I plan on seeing Mary Kate and Ashley's new movie
80. I am completely shy around the opposite sex
81. I'm online 24/7
82. I have at least 25 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs at a party
84. I loved Rush Hour
85. I've read all of the Harry Potter trilogy
86. If I were a dwarf, I would be dopey
87. when I was a kid I played with G.I. Joe
88. I dont mind country music
89. I would die for my friends (the good ones)
90. I think that Juicy Fruit is the best type of gum
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive and paranoid and extremely jumpy
93. I would love to be demi moore because ashton kutchers a major hottie
94. I love the Beatles.. they're classic
95. I know all the words to 'I'm a barbie girl'
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy..
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
98. I have to fart
99. I want this damned thing to be over!
100. I'm happy.

Friday, April 09, 2004

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 21:14:10 GMT

The source of most of my survey things, the beloved, LAURA .

ABOUT YOU:
[personal]: Jacquelyn Dang.
[birthday]: October 10, 1990.
[hair color]: Black.
[height]: 5'1".
[been kissed]: On the lips, no.
[eaten an entire box of oreos]: I'm not a fan of oreos.
[dyed your hair]: No, and I'm not planning to because I'm planning on donating my long, natural hair to the children who are suffering from leuchemia and don't have any hair of their own.
[gotten a detention]: No.
[loved someone so much that it made you cry]: Yes. I cried when he went away.
[Cold/hot]: Preferably hot [weather].
[Blue/red]: Red.
[Rain/snow]: Snow.
[Give/receive]: Both satisfies me.
[Rose/daisy]: Rose, but lilies outrules them both.
[Private school/public school]: Public.
[Math/English]: What kind of question is that? Was this survey thing written for nerds? NEITHER!
[Cherry coke/vanilla coke]: Just plain please.
[Love/lust]: Love.
[Sleep/eat]: Sleep.
[Do you like someone right now]: Yes.
[Do they know]: I doubt it.
[What do you look for in the opposite sex]: Intelligence level, social interactions, ability to throw a [foot/basketbal]ball, and physical apperance.
[Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend]: Not currently - unless you count Joe [Patrick Henry MS].
[Who do you see most often]: Me in the mirror.
[Who is your most annoying friend]: My lips are sealed.
[Which one do you wish you saw more often]: The people I love [everyone].
[Who do you IM the most these days]: Laura, Itanza, William, Joseph ^^, and Daniel I suppose.
[Whos the loudest]: Maybelline...no doubt about it.
[Whos the shyest]: Diane.
[Who are you jealous of]: Any girl whose name starts with a J aside from me.
[Who has the best room]: Chloe Kachscovsky.
[Whos the most horny]: Daniel Pak.
[Who do you trust the most]: Teresa, Phuong, and Chloe since Laura didn't put me on her list!
[Whos your best friend]: Too many to count.
[One you usually miss]: The people from TNTT that are not in my doan.
[What friend do u wish to see sometimes]: Unnamed.
[Is most likely to grow up to be a model]: Marina.
[Have you known the longest]: Phuong
[Do you know most about]: I am unable to answer that.
[Had a serious talk]: About?
[Hugged someone]: Every day.
[Missed someone]: Every day.
[Gotten along with your parents]: I doubt it.
[Fought with a friend]: Unfortunately..
[Cried]: Not recently.
[Felt empty]: Always.

DO YOU LIKE TOO:
[Give hugs]: Yes, they are most comforting.
[Give back rubs]: That's okay.
[Take walks in the rain]: I DESPISE RAIN!!!
[Watch tv]: Sure.
[Do homework]: Who does?
[Talk on the phone]: I'm not a phone person.
[Go online]: It's necessary for survival.
[Kiss]: In dreams.
[Do freaky things]: Kinky?
[Work Out]: No. I like being fat.
[Been to a concert]: Yes.
[Been out of state]: Yes.
[Gone skinny dipping]: No, but I want to try some day...I'm open minded.
[Ran around naked]: No.
[Broken a bone]: No.
[Ran a marathon]: I wanted to but I was too young.
[Met a famous person]: I've seen them but not necessarily spoken to them.
[Bought something and then sold it]: I do not remember.

EXTRA EXTRA
[What is your worst habit]: PROCRASTINATING.
[What really makes you mad]: When people talk shit about me but the crap they say isn't even true.
[Scariest moment]: When someone scared me.
[What is your earliest memory]: Uh....I have the worst memory imagenable.
[Where are you]: At home.
[Are you wearing any jewelry]: Three rings and a necklace.
[When was the last time u showered]: Last night.
[What color pants do you have on right now]: White with pink and yellow flowers. I'm in my jammiieees.
[What song are you listening to right now]: Eyes On Me - Faye Wong [theme song of FF8]
[What is your computer desk made out of]: Wood.
[What was the last thing you ate]: Rice with scrambled eggs.
[What would you really be doing right now]: Sleeping.
[If you were a crayon, what color would you be]: Scarlet/Crimson red.

Thursday, April 08, 2004

Thu, 08 Apr 2004 18:18:41 GMT

Look what I made!!!!!!!

I'm so proud. Well...Right now, I'm on my way to get some breakfast down in Chinatown. We're having pho?? Is it really that necessary to be Vietnamese and eat so much pho??? Well, afterwards, I am going to try and persuade my dadddiieee to take me to Target so I can shop for a gift for Becky's birthday party on Saturday. It's going to be a pool party! Well...I shall blog later today if I can but now it's pho time...BYE!!!!!

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 23:43:58 GMT

Since Spring Break is almost over, it might be a good thing to start on my homework. And lately, I've been blogging a lot because I won't be able to once school begins again. So I might as well make the best of Sprink Break. So here's my report card for all you curios cats:

[1] Spanish 2 - Atkinson - A
[2] H English - Mott - B
[3] H Geometry - Accardi - A
[4] Int PE - Turner - A
[5] H US History - Piligian - B
[6] Science - Accardi - A
[7] Design Crafts - Munzer - A

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 01:31:12 GMT

THIS WEEK'S RESOLUTION: to type correctly with proper capitalization and punctuation, including the use on apostrophes.

Today, I received my 10 week report card in the mail. Although my grades did not impress me, it was better than I had expected. I did not receive anything lower than a B, but that, I got a lot of. My father did not lecture and yell at me about slacking off like he normally does but his disappointment was shown in the wrinkles on his forehead. My mother, on the other hand, will not let it go that easy. So I am currently sitting in front of my computer monitor awaiting the return of my mother from her job. I had never thought anticipation could be this painful.

Although some people do not care, others is wondering, "What is troubling Jacquelyn nowadays?" Well, the feeling of hopeless infatuation has brought my quite some emotional pain. Desiring something that I know I cannot get, for desires are nothing but empty, is very hurtful. But although hopeless infatuation brings some pain, there are some good sides to it. Hoping, wanting, it is the basis of life as we know it. How can we achieve something if there is no want, no desire, no inspiration behind it? For the public's information, "infatuation" is defined as obsession. So I guess that is all for my philosophical paragraph of the day.

And also, I think I am pretty much finished updating version 8 of my xanga.